A Love Curse

My blindness can see now
But my other senses have been silenced to numbness
With a hollow heart can I count my loss?

The venomous spears of the past
Have quickly multiplied
Piercing me to painful submission...
My new bed for the remains of my life
I twist and turn for a moment of ease
While you laugh aloud…
You laughter has a gluttony
Suddenly it has become so starkly visible 

Uncaring …you move on to your next prey

I want to collect...
A bundle of all those delicate moments
(preserved as the most beautiful,
that i had kept in sacred corners of my heart
and worshiped with utmost devotion)
Now, contaminated and stained 
They smell of my own drawn blood
Staring at me in their ugliness
They recount your true nature

Without a single tear... 
And in my sanest of mind...
I wish to offer them to the fires of hell
I will shriek but you will shriek too
And yours will be a hundred times louder
Now, that alone I wish to hear
Their sounds deafening me every time
For you deserve not to die but to burn & rot forever